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08 May 2013 @ 11:23 pm
Mindless Disarray  
Title: Mindless Disarray
Pairing: KyuMin
Rating: PG
Genre: romance
Warning/s: yaoi, language, drinking
Verse: alternate
Type/Status: Drabble; Complete, 567W
Summary: Kyuhyun finds himself keening along the borders of his sanity.

Kyuhyun finds himself keening along the borders of his sanity, practically hanging by his pinky finger desperately so as not to completely fall into the abyss that is akin to a psychological breakdown. The times are tough, as tough as it could get when you’re on your Senior year in Law school anyway. And as if the readings they have had to endure since freshman year was not enough, their professors had found it even amusing to add in a thesis paper as a cherry on top.

Kyuhyun was at his wit’s end to say the least, and who wouldn’t be? When even nicotine as thick as the smoke emitted from the shoe factory nearby, nor the five espresso shots he had downed at the café adjacent to the university couldn’t even give him the solace he once found in them. It’s ironic how a would-be-lawyer like him who is supposed to think logically and apply principles in every decision he has to make does… well, not exactly that – the opposite, even.

He’s as broke as that homeless man who always stays on the table next to his in the café he frequents, except perhaps that he can afford a cup of instant coffee unlike the man who merely leeches off the free water the dispenser offers. Not that it matters, Kyuhyun thinks. It’s only a matter of time before he himself wouldn’t even be able to afford his own coffee anymore. At the rate he’s progressing with his paper, he doubts he can march by the end of March.

It doesn’t help that his filial ties are as tight as that of a slut’s asshole, pun intended. His mom had been berating him for being twenty-six and still living in a “rat hole” of a dormitory, not skipping the fact that he might as well be impotent for not being able to provide her with a sweet grandchild like Ahra did. Kyuhyun had half a mind telling his mom his real sexual orientation, but he figured he’d reserve that for another time. Instead, he clicked the end button on his phone and sighed deeply. He was this close to giving up. His life is such a mindless disarray that he doesn’t even know what exactly he is still living for.

Just then, he felt warm breath ghost over his nape and soft cheeks nuzzle onto his cold ones. Kyuhyun can’t help but smile at the familiar presence, automatically relaxing into the touch as deft hands worked the kinks on his back. Kyuhyun relaxed further into his seat, leaning his head against its back, finding himself looking up to a pair of innocent brown orbs that had him appreciating life all over again. For despite life’s intricacies, it has given him Sungmin – the light at the end of his tunnel; the man who stayed by his side when no one else would; his number one fan – only fan, Kyuhyun would argue, yet he would sing him lullabies nonetheless; the one person he knew that would be there for him whether he makes it or breaks it. He just wishes it’s the former.

Sungmin smiles that radiant smile of his and Kyuhyun finds all his worries dissipate as the elder closes the gap between them in an upside down kiss. As Kyuhyun smiles into the kiss, he can’t help but think that this… this is what he lives for.


P.S. Hi! LOL *vanishes*
Polinsweetsmirk137 on May 8th, 2013 03:53 pm (UTC)
mannnnnn i miss sungmin i miss kyuhyun.. ..

and sobbing becos you're background is pink..

it reminds me of sungmin..

huhuhuuhuh yer drabble..thank yow:))
ailaling1017ailaling1017 on May 22nd, 2013 05:06 pm (UTC)
Haha I honestly don't like pink that much but I liked this layout soooo...

Thanks for reading Polin!^^
Qvelvetsilkminqvelvetsilkmin on May 8th, 2013 10:46 pm (UTC)
I love how you write kyumin
(Tssk...kyuhyun impotent... His body is perfectly fine thx :p )
ailaling1017ailaling1017 on May 22nd, 2013 05:07 pm (UTC)
N'awww I'm flattered (even though I don't exactly know how I write KyuMin HAHAHA)

Thanks for reading!^^
Qvelvetsilkmin: kyu&min&haeqvelvetsilkmin on May 23rd, 2013 11:05 pm (UTC)
Well you write well, and as I think I've figured out by now, you love Kyumin, so you write some beautiful Kyumin with lots of feelings! That's how :)
mylonelysmilemylonelysmile on May 8th, 2013 11:03 pm (UTC)
short but sweeet
i want to have someone to live for to
/forever alone
as long as kyumin together~~~^^
ailaling1017ailaling1017 on May 22nd, 2013 05:07 pm (UTC)
I'm alone too!/sobs

Thanks for reading^^
flying13bearflying13bear on May 9th, 2013 01:19 am (UTC)
OMG it's such a pity!! I would love to read more of this ;ww;
This story is so sweet it makes my heart flutter..!
Good job for this one! ^3^
ailaling1017ailaling1017 on May 22nd, 2013 05:08 pm (UTC)
OTL sorry that's all my rusty brain came up with. T^T

Thanks for reading!^^
blurzpooblurzpoo on May 9th, 2013 02:14 am (UTC)
I love this... the pain and suffering that Kyu is feeling is so damn relate-able.... and the ending <33333
ailaling1017ailaling1017 on May 22nd, 2013 05:08 pm (UTC)
Thanks for reading Poo!^^
hprilu_13hprilu_13 on May 9th, 2013 10:13 am (UTC)
wow, the stress is really palpable...if i were kyu, i'd totally lost it.... good thing he has sungmin by his side... sweet one shot... i miss you dongsaeng...^^

seems like you're very stressed too....KAYA MO YAN...soon to graduate i guess?? hwaiting~~~!!!!
ailaling1017ailaling1017 on May 22nd, 2013 05:10 pm (UTC)
Buti siya stressed may Sungmin naman. Ako stressed na, wala pang Sungmin OTL

Haha mag sesecond year pa Ate, excited ka naman masyado! Hindi ganun katagal ang lumipas na panahon ano! Hahaha

Thanks for reading!^^
KatKatpaperhunter on May 9th, 2013 10:26 am (UTC)

Loving this~
ailaling1017ailaling1017 on May 22nd, 2013 05:10 pm (UTC)
messypautatomessypautato on April 23rd, 2014 03:29 pm (UTC)
rereading some of your fics just because. :)))

How are you ate Aila~ hihihi